Waiting to fly like a beacon in the sky
Flattening my wings is taking strength for me to dive
I had a dream that I was an Eye looking on the other side
My heart was soft like marshmallow
My summer was fine like july
I had a kindred soul blossoming ten-fold
Waiting to dive to infant times, because now I’m pondering human life’s forms
Holding back a river within me
Only a bridge to God will set me free
I see death everyday in various ways , Could you agree?
Like when a caterpillar dies to be free.
I see when the leaves turn brown and fall with all it’s life gone
I saw plants that died reborn
It was the color grey that seemed to stay
It was Grey in the sky flashing very high it was lighting it was dark but it also had alot of spark
It was Grey in my heart & grey in the streets, it was grey all around me also in the voices of people when they speak
I saw death in lobsters when burning in boiling water for only our desires and crabs from a bucket too
I see death in our brains because some of us is vain for the things we do
I see death too my lungs everyday with no complains it’s ruined
Mostly I see Grey in every which way . Like the pores in my skin im open
Like bones from our flesh I’m broken
It was the color grey I speak of the most & when the sky changes it’s shades, grey is what scares you like a ghost.
Calendar days seem to pass by without a trace
Without a second of your time I feel a ache
Do you always leave girls behind?
I starve my heart
I’m chasing pirates in the sky
With a melody of love permanent in my mind
I PICK UP TRACES OF YOU LEFT IN MY WAY
Calendar days seem to pass without a trace
Without a glimpse of your touch
Do you always leave girls in the dust?
I starve my heart
I’m chasing pirates in the sky while it’s dark
I search for zombies and stars too
I replaced all of my fears when I started loving you
I run in sand and place the water between my toes as the sun gazes my way my heart is undone
Calendar days seem to pass by without a trace
Without a second of your time I feel my life is a waste
Do you always leave your emotions behind?
Do you risk what you can’t afford to lose in time
I strave my heart and release my mind
I’m chasing pirates as if it was art in modern times with pun for love like an angel above
I shine leaving nothing behind dark
But you are like calendar days, with hope for change to come through not promising to you
If there was a wizard Oz with a blue brick lane to grant a wish come true
I would ask for a heart that doesn’t feel any pain to convey, enjoying stillness being faint
The walk would run as deep as the sea, in your emotions your bound to feel meek so you need everlasting friends to depart with you when the story begins
Being eyes for safety, having ears for danger
Being remorseful for my void instead of being quick to anger
No matter the time invested in a heart without pain, there will always be doubters along the way
Or unfortunate situations that had to take place
To add spice & fear if without wonder would I need to replace a heart that workd since birth
Or leave it fractured from all the misery on earth
Will my friends make it with me down the blue brick lane
Is my flesh and bones more valuable than dust particles that sweep the hard edged streets
Do I have a chance to save the beating organ inside of me?
AS I’M WALKING DOWN THE LANE AND I SEE THE SUN THROUGH MY FRIENDS
I than start to wonder how would I see there pain if I had a wish to change the condition my heart was in?
Prove the people wrong
Show them that your strong
Show them your accelerated will
Show them what aches whats real
Prove the people wrong
Show them your unfailing grace
Show them your awful mistakes
This is all apart of you
Prove the people wrong
Be proud of who you are
Show them your viens & let them feel your skin
Be humble when they doubt you because not all of us is going to win
Prove the people wrong
Even when the milestones are mighty long
Show them your heart can mend
Don’t be afraid to lose and gain friends
Don’t be afarid to lose everything we are something without nothing
Prove the people wrong
Even when the bliss is temporary and the love unreal
Even if you can’t find your soul , find your heart beat
This is all apart of you and eveyone too
Prove the people wrong
Show them that your strong
In another life your spirit will carry on
For starters I wanted to thank wordpress for the chance to build an audience for poetry with artists such as myself. Even though I started this blog on a sad humble note the experience through out the whole year was very helpful to me for improving my life and wisdom.
Secondly I want to thank the abtract and beautiful thinkers as myself who supported my work ,left comments, reblogged and made me smile with there warm and kinds words. Who and where ever you are Thank you . And Thank you as well to the newcomers.
Recently I had another emergency surgery due to my disease endometrosis .So my reasoning for not writing these months was to get in good shape , also to finish a poetry book I was working on that was dear to me to finish . I am in the process of doing more projects and I would like my supporters to buy my poetry book that i wanted inexpensive for all humans to read so I can get the attention and respect as an author, as i do on here
What you need to know : go on amazon.com and in the search engine type in : A pounding heart with flaws By Patricia Holmes & you should see my book. IT’s only 8 dollars I am trying to get it on itunes and other places I need my fellow spirits to bare with me . However if you like my work , don’t humble yourself spread the word and tell others like a a good movie or rest. Keep in mind this is my dream. To reach others all over the globe without actually seeing all of them , or hearing . Also this is the beginning of my work and I will publish more if you are not a fan of this book.
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Bible words linger in my mind and I think of a cross
A pond of excuses idle under a highway drive and I think of time
A melody often replayed like a song and I think of love
Me being a shadow stretched mighty long and tall and I think of my fall
Fragments of dew from rain that was yesterday flaw and I think of the sun shining in storms
Imagine these words slip over my head and I let them go and then I think of my toes
Imagine I let the ink drip from my pen I withold and ashes burn the paper i use to write my
thoughts and I think of the years that disappeared
Bible words left holes all in my soul I had to grasp for air just thinking of the meaning
it holds and I think of god’s Plan with his right hand
Prophecies for today and everyday and like a maze I search everyday thru clutter & vain on a
shady lane where the trees guide you by there roots fore humans at once fade like stars……
I left fibers of you on my shirt
and fibers of you on my neck
I left fibers of hair on your fragile chest
I left fibers on your sheets and pants too
and just like that imprints of me is left on you
I left fibers of you in my mouth we would say
and even on my back, although love was unattached some way
I left fibers of you in my heart and feet too
When i rubbed my toes against your shoes
I left fibers of you on my ear and your lips too
because I remember our saliva and tounges gliding cool
I left fibers of you in my hands, when i squeeze them tight to know your there
I left fibers of me all around you and yet there’s still more fibers of me & you
With every fiber i’m sure to lose it’s you I say I forever choose ………….
Continue reading FIBERS
A dance with a man in a wheelchair
Brought alot of wonders and stares and even laughs and glares and even smiles with grins
If only they knew my purpose at all, as if i knew myself, at once i remember being happy with
myself
I remember the look on the chinese man’s face , I remember his strong embrace when
gripping my waist.
I remember smelling liquor on my breathe , and looking at the floor to uncover the
slippery mess.
At best I remember being carefree, vibing with strangers in a dark serenity, with loud music and
pounding hearts.
A dance with a man in a wheelchair saved my night, it was morning when i realized I am so
greatful to be alive.
Millions of clouds formed in the sky today
Millions of birds flock together in love for praise
Millions of tree’s growing forever tall
Millions of raindrops scattered strangely all over our globe
Millions of people walk the shore everyday for peace
But for me
Only one mother here in the world wide over
That i pray for everyday when i go to sleep.
Thank you oh so beautifully for being you
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